Monday, January 8, 2018

My Monday | Taking A Break

Hello everyone.
The past week has been a hard one for us.
We said goodbye to our baby Scout a few days ago.
He was diagnosed with cancer last August and I am sad to say it finally took him.

If you have been following us for awhile you know that Scout was our baby.
We were those crazy dog people you always hear about.
We threw him birthday parties, Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny visited him and Scout was the only one we could justify buying a monthly subscription box for. 
Our hearts are broken and we are trying to adjust to the fact that he is gone.
We got Scout a few months after we were married. 
We have always been the three amigos.
Now that he is gone it's hard to imagine what life will be like. 
It also feels like we lost the first few years of our marriage.
Scout was such a comfort to me whenever I was having a hard time.
If you didn't know I deal with depression and anxiety. 
I always told Erik that he could heal whatever I was going through.
The loss of Scout has not been easy for my mental health and it will be hard to deal with in the future.
There were so many things we had looked forward to doing with Scout.
Holidays, trips to the cabin, but the hardest thing for me has been the realization that Scout will not meet our children. 
Scout was so kind and gentle with all our our nieces and nephews.
I loved watching them play together.
I know he would have been the best big brother. 
I absolutely love sharing my life here with you but I feel it will be best for us if we take some time off to grieve and enjoy each others company.
It won't be a long break but it will be quiet over here for a few days or so. 
Thank you for all of your love and support.

All my love,

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